If only we had met!!!! (This is your 20th anniversary!!!)

If only we had met
Maybe my life would have been different.
If only I wasn't sat
On this warm pavement.

The sun is shining today.
If only you could see.
This girl needs extra loving today,
Because you aren't with me

I think of you on this day,
If only we had met.
If only you could have your say,
Maybe my life would be set

I know grandma misses you,
I know mum and Alan do too.
But me Steph and Emma,
Never got to meet you.

Were all grown up now,
And if only you could see.
The little darlings we are now,
Is it what you wanted us to be?

On this special day.
With all the love
And flowers we lay.
We all cried at the place where you stay.

Your in a beautiful place called heaven.

Cant you see me?
If so, I wish you could say what you think,
Because I don't think I know me,
And I haven't even met you, not even by one blink

I try not to cry.
But why did you die?
I don't understand,
You were as strong as my hand

Grandma says,
We will meet sometime.
When my life pays,
It will be the end of my time.

What happened did you just fall asleep?
Because you didn't even make one little peep
Was you ill???
Because surely if you were, there was a pill.

I will always remember you grandar
Because we all love you lots
Its shame your so far
But you will never be forgot.
What you did for each and every one of us
You'll always be part of my heart

I love you!!!!!!!

(I know this isnt thisn'tst rhyming poem of all but its for my grandar he died 20 years to this day. The day after he died my mum found out she was pregnant with me. I was going to be the 1st grandchild. I just feel i kind of replaced his life in a good way. Anyway comment plz) Love Clarebell x x x x x x x x

Love you lots Grandar