I prayed to a non-answering being,
To transfer his pain to me,
And this \\\"God\\\" that was supposedly all seeing,
Must not really be able to see,
Else this \\\"God\\\" took advantage when i believed,
Making this great man go through intolerable pain,
Which praying would have relieved,
Well at that time i was praying was spent in vain,
\\\"God\\\" may not even be there,
Why else had he not heard?
Or is it that he doesn\\\'t really care?
\\\"Believe\\\" that was Arthur\\\'s last word,
He was a far better person then i,
And now I\\\'m unable to comprehend,
Why wasn\\\'t i the one to die?
My love to Arthur i now send.
My dear Arthur, please rest well,
I love you with all my heart,
Whether you rest in \\\"Heaven\\\" or burn in \\\"Hell\\\",
I promise we wont always be apart.
