It hunts me..

They say I have it all
But I dont believe them.
I know someday Ill lose it all
And I have to be prepared for that
He made me as I am
Tainted with my withered soul
Soon Ill have to face them by myself
Alone as I am right now and ever will be
Shielded by darkness and sorrows
That no one could ever veiled the truth
A day I dreaded the most when I cant go back at all.
I need to know what to do
To learn how to face every single one
By one grip I could lose it
But will I ever succeed?
My heart bleeds that my mind couldnt
Grasp the knowledge of things once said
And soon as days go by
The ones said would stand by my shadows
Unnerved and misread
No one could help me through this
My soul unanswered by prayers
Messages unraveled by despair
Will I ever uncover the truth?
The light that shines
But always questioned
Drifted by the lies
I'm so blind to see what all could perceive
There in front of me were depths that hunts my being
Ive live long enough to know
The harsh life that was grant upon me
I drew my sight tattered and torn
This I let people see by their unsighted eyes
Let the world know how wrong
To cast someone like me..

kate.

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