My Path Without Her

I was written by
A suddenly line
For being a different kind
I'm not longer fine

Someone come and save my life
Cause i been running in a thin line
I'm whispering trying to give a sight
I can't scream to be searched on a file

If i could only know why
This God made me this shy
If i could only jump of side
Would had saved to much cried

I guess not enough I'd tried
Cause I'd maybe to much pride
But this is so much more like
Strings holding me so tight

If i could be the owner of mine
I could change it making it shine
Life to me would be different so bright
But I'm tired of being on this fight

But I'm not going to hide
I'll climb this enormous pike
No matter what should i find
Or if i have to change my mind

I've been ready to fly
I'll rip off that keeps me tied
My lovely company have gone since nine
The one who kept me alive was her fire

I'm just a mark that signify
How she said, an enigma and a lie
But I'm alone laying in this site
With poems written in paper that describe

My hopeless, loneliness all dressed white
But my love never was to anyone denied
Unless they wouldn't need my love by their side
Like my cute chick who left me locked up outside

With no love, with no trust i will die
These thoughts are running over and multiply
Making me take one road on this cloudy night
Must i be alone for the rest of my life?

Why do i question myself? do am i right?
Or should i stay hidden and die inside?
Should i keep myself undefined?
Or keep myself shut leaving what i like?

I'm just an enigma and a lier in this ride
Just like the words you spoke from your mind
I'm leaving you finally alone, free and fine
So you can be free from me, from my lie

Bye to the once i loved
To the one i once cared
The one i won't forget
That one that thought that leaving me was fair

(c) Copyright 2006 by CJFM

I'll always love you my lost chick
After this lays your freedom
The one you once had and with me you lost
Be free and do whatever you want
To do "Big things" like you said
After this i wont think of you anymore
This what you want..you're free to choose your path
Goodbye!