Razor Blade

Where did I mess up
What was my mistake
Now it's your touch
I must hate
The touch of a razor blade

It slides across my wrist
as I dig it into my skin
A flash of pain
is the price I pay
for trying to run away
from the emotions
I have yet to face

some people try to come to my aid
but it's already too late
I've already been lead down the road
toward my twisted fate
not even the people I love could say anything
to change
who I've become

I know it doesn't make anything different
and its something I'll regret
but right now I just want to forget
everything that I had
so for now I silently scream.

& I still pray
for everyone except me
I just want all these dreams to fade
along with every memory
of what you and I use to be.