You!!

As i take this razor to my wrist all i can feel is pain and i think about the things i could have done to make them go away but as i sit there knowing that my life is on the line and as i sit there thinking about my life with you i cant describe the vibe i get knowing that you are you so i take the blade a little deeper for pain and agony but all i could think about was you standing beside me so i set the blade down in a drawer knowing that lifes worth living and everytime i see your smile im thankful for what god gave me!