All alone

Now I am alone in a no mans land,
I reach for someone elses hand
But nothing is here just me and empty space
How did i ever end up in this forsacen place?
I lost my only true friend
Why shouldnt my life come to an end?
This deep wound shall never heal
This is my life all this is real
My survile is on me, my life is all my own,
Am I really totally alone?
A feeling Ill keep deep inside me
I\'ll never let the world truley see.
That this time i cant be saved
My numbers up My tombs engraved