There is a lot of raw emotion you are expressing in with your words.
This poem is deep and well written however you may want to check your spelling as some words are spelled incorrectly...ie: i think you meant curse in the second stanza...
Also the stanzas are not the same lentgh and i feel it interrupts the flow a lil...as well as in some stanzas you end in rhymes while others you don't.
The only other thing I noticed is that at the beginning of your lines you use alot of "you" and "and" I feel that also interrupts the flow.

Forthis stanza:
And now im standing here today
And you think your gonna judge me
You cant ive been each and every way
You say this isnt me and im better then this
W/e you dont no me
But you still standin in my face as u disagree

maybe you could try something like...

Now i amm standing here today
Thinking that your gonna judge me
Impossible ive been each and every way
Claiming this isnt me and im better then this
Standin in my face as u disagree

just give you some suggestions...i hope i have been able to create more ideas for you after you read this.
Witha few minor changes this could be a flawless write!!
Please keep in mind these are only my opinion and suggestions.
All in all it was a good read...4/5!

To start with I'd spell check!