Make it worth it

Lethargy lays down on top of my face
and presses my eyelids together

it's okay, though...
there's nothing worth seeing here

the world could burst into bloom under my feet
and i wouldn't notice

so i'm just sitting here staring
and not even caring
that this is how i used to be
when i hated myself

this will end

it has to end

you promised it would so

i'll wait
i'll wait
i'll wait
for this place to be pretty again.