Why?

Why must love be so difficult,

why must it be so cruel,

why must we think this feels wrong,

why must I force it gone?,

I feel like I'm trapped inside,

a never ending black hole,

I feel like love I must hide,

and hopefully never show,

I feel like I'm eternally damned,

forever to live empty,

I feel like in hell I must camp,

and never see love's beauty,

I was told told this would be great,

I was told I'd be safe,

I was told you'd never hurt me,

I was told true, you'd be,

I was told love was all about smiles,

but lately that hasn't been my style,

all I've had are heart breaks and tears,

Why didn't they warn me of this thing called love,

it never really is sent from above,

one day you're happy, one day you're blue,

and no guy is really ever true,

When he said he loved me, I believed it all,

I never thought he would let me fall,

the day he left I was torn apart,

how could he do this to my heart,

I was so innocent at the time,

But I kept pretending to be fine,

Through deep inside it hurts like hell,

I'll keep a smile so noone can tell!

By: Jennifer n Ale