I love you, it's just not working out... it's not you it's me.... I'm sitting in my room, thinking about us, and the lives we used to lead, remembering when all this started, remembering the love we thought'd succeed, and yet here I sit trembling, thinking of our mistakes, and those left to be made.. I need to say goodbye to you, to this... to be sure we'll make it through, but I can't, I simply can't let go.. everytime I try, I take a step back and look up at the vast sky, begging God to take me away,... to let this all be over with, to make sure you were safe.. but I know he has better miracles to perform, than to save a relationship like ours.. one he's seen grow up into what it is now.. loving and caring yet filled with emptiness. Now you know I'm not like most people so I'm not going to blame you, it wasn't your fault, it wasn't at all... it was mine... I overestimated the love we had, I thought we could make this work... how could so much, go right down the drain? now I guess I'll go to sleep and dream of what could've been, because writing you this letter is leaving me empty, .. I love you, it's just not working out... it's not you it's me...
