Scars

|Scars|
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Some scars are too deep
To really heal completely
But hidden under this mask of scars
Is the pathetic inner me

The me who's never seen sunlight
I've never shown his face
To do so in front of friends
Would be an utter disgrace

I don't deserve to know them
They shouldn't really care
I just want to be left to wallow
In the putrid pit of self-dispair

To take my life would be fair
To end it now would be just
If not for the love of my friends
If not for the bond of trust

I know you'll call me selfish
And a stupid little prick
But I'm through with my life
I'm through, I'm out, I'm sick

As the blade touches my skin
I feel a surge of adrenaline
I know now this is addictive
My own twisted version of heroin

The razor parts the flesh
The wound will never scar
I'll be dead before it gets the chance
At least I made it this far..

© Mitch

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