A Love That Caused Insanity

Obviously not good enough
What is wrong with me?
What did I do for him not to like me?
Nothing

He has to leave
Not enough time
I hate myself
Why

I hate feeling second best
Especially compared to my best friend
I felt so much for him, yet he can throw me away
Just like that

I can't stop crying
I miss him already
It's only been an hour
Disappointment

Why am I not good enough?
Why he says I want you to her
When he knows he can have me
Confusion

Why am I not good enough
Why do I bother
Too many tears
Sadness

I hate him
I miss him
I want him
Why

He hurts me
He makes me cry
Yet I still feel for him
Heartbroken

Mixed emotions
From happiness to depression
A love that caused:
Insanity

** i wrote this poem after meeting a long distance friend. Many of my other poems are about him too, a lot of the love ones, or heartbroken ones, as that is all the pain he caused me. I was quite drunk when i wrote this, but i was really upset and i had to write something. Sorry if its not very good, or doesn't make sense.I'm also not sure what category to put it under, so if it is in the wrong one, please tell me.Thanks.**