"i want to ask you something" he quietly said
"yes"? i whispered nodding my head
"i want you to be my girlfriend and see if you like me"
i was amazed the amazing offer it striked me
"yes!" i said enthusiastically and proud
"shh" he said "don't say it loud"
"why" i whispered into his ear
"because i don't want the popular people to hear"
"OK" i said unsure of why he liked me
but later he said that he would never ever like me
i confronted him and he screamed in my face
"its cos your ugly ,have no money or grace
i walked out the room , my eyes filled with tears it had all happened my humiliation my love my fears,
he apologized to me and held my hand. later he took me for a walk along the sand, i liked him more that he liked me, he splashed and threw me into the sea, i took the pain and laughed and smiled , but i didn't know why he was behaving like such a child.
On our way back he spotted people from school he made me hide in a bush i felt like a fool.
the day after this i lay in my bed and looked at the light
the thought of him kept me up all night
the next day i went over and said ,i know you don't love me go out with someone you love instead.