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by Erin Jul 1, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Is there a way I can get past this? Is there a way I can get by? I feel as though my depression is taking over my life, and I don't understand why?!! I find myself crying for no reason at all. I try to get up and stand very tall... But i cant get up for my body is to weak... people try to help me but I turn the other cheek. Its gotten so bad I don't even talk to my friends. I think my body just needs time to mend. But its almost been a year since my depression was born. Everything hurts inside I just feel so torn. People say when I talk I have no expression at all. I don't know why I just can't stop the fall. But tomorrow is a new day, and I can no longer be gray. No more bad thoughts that I can think... or even say. I know I'm not the best at everything i try. But i need to pick myself up before my body begins to die. So heres for today and the future that lies ahead. Tomorrow is a new day.. and I will no longer be DEAD!