Im drowning in all my thoughts
my heart lost in a far away place
and Im slowly disappearing without a trace
Is this how it was ment to be
as I close my eyes, I begin to dream
Of all the things now floating out to sea
Things just arent what they seem
Lost in a world without any control
where everythings is just so fake
somtimes it is hard to take
As the blood deep inside me begins to steam
you can no londer hide
Feeling useless to the ones you love
no where to turn as you look above
into the misty grey sky
Tears stain your face
Screaming the word why
because your begining to feel so misplaced
Dying in this world of hate
Nothing feels right anymore
As you walk throught the back yard door
Your falling for debate
You have suffered so much
Everything gone so ,so wrong
Nothing worth living for
The pain you have suffered so long
Your heart lost all meaning of the word strong
So tonight after one more glance
at the pills on the shelf
You decide to take a chance
As you start hurting yourself
Down the bottle..take one more
and if you suceed
there is nothing more you need
because you have bcome so lost
and your sinking fast
hoping taday is your last..
