I want to stay dead

I want to stay dead
i don't want to breathe again
let the blood spread
watch it trickle down the drain

let the pain stop
i don't want to hurt no more
let the tears drop
as i crumble to the floor

i want to stay cold
there's no point in being warm
I'll let it take hold
take me down into the storm

make me not feel
let the pain just flow away
make it not real
make it seem as if its play

i want to just sleep
rest my head and never wake
fall in so deep
my soul is bound to never ache

I'll silence my speech
take away my every voice
where they can't reach
where i can't make a choice

there i can rest
there i can just disappear
submit my quest
go ahead and face my fear