So its fall
In this horrid world of seasons
You just dont know what to say
Youve seen so much and dont know the reasons
You just dont know what to do
Youve been hurt so much in so many ways
And just trying to bring up the past brings tears to your eyes
And they promised you theyd be there always
So the sunrises once again
And with it you wake up crying
What the point in living
If all you feel like is dying
And now the sun sets
And with it you fall asleep crying over him
Thinking of what you used to be
Thinking of what you couldve been
Now its winter
And with it you curl up inside away from the cold
It doesnt feel so foreign, this coldness
You always feel it inside, and a trend starts to mold
You keep to yourself
And cry on the inside
No one sees it now
All of your emotions flee inside your body and there they hide
You heart cries out for help
But really, a nasty voice says inside your head
Who can help you now
Inside youre so close to being dead
Here comes spring
And with it your birthday
Everyones happy, they celebrate
You put on your fake smile and hollow laugh; youll be using it a lot today
Summers here
And everyone talks of summers romances
Tropical talk, all of vacations
Wear your bikinis girls and your summer dresses
And you do as your told
Not feeling any joy
When he left he took away that part
You cant believe you given up all because of a boy
But you are too weak now
To even try and fight
Why try and fight this pleasant emptiness
It better then bringing all your roaring emotions to light
Its fall again
In this horrid world of seasons
And all I want is to forget
This was the year of falling apart for so many reasons
