Unwanted child...

by Perfectly Imperfect vaney   Jul 1, 2006


This lonely little girl is bruised from her hands and feet.
her eyes and heart are full of fear.
dreading that her father may be near.

This little girl walks faster because she fears the dark.
hoping that someone would find her before its too late.
her father must kill his poor daughter for she is the child he hates.

His wife was never meant to have children!
she is the unwanted daughter.
this awful father now looks for the girl so he can begin the slaughter

What did she ever do to deserve such hate?
she always loved her daddy.
even if he beat her often, he was still part of the family.

Out of breath she stops to rest a little while.
but soon she hears foot steps growing closer.
could her father be catching up to her?

This hopeless little body cannot take another step.
her lips are now turning pale blue and her skin is ice cold.
she is desperate for a warm body to hold.

The innocent five-year-old now prays to so-called-God.
she begs him to help her live through this evil dream.
for extra courage to keep on going no matter how horrible this situation may seem.

But God is not responding.
he is not giving the poor little human any sign.
he is not proving to her that she will be just fine.

So the child begins to weep and swearing at the name of God.
she gets his point, he will not help her after all.
It is up to her to stand tall.

Will I make it? she asks her self
damn you father! Ill make sure you die! Your imperfect little child will kill you tonight.
i am not giving up without a fight

But she is too weak to even stand.
slowly she is loosing her faith and the hope to destroy her own father.
So why should she even bother?

Any moment now, he is to find that little devil of his.
That helpless little brat that he must murder.
When he finds her, what shall he do to her?

Ill do anything I want with you my precious baby, he says out loud.
He knows his little girl is lying on the ground not too far ahead.
I will make sure you will be sleeping on your death bed.

The little girl looks up to find her father walking towards her.
She panics and starts to cry.
Daddy don't kill me! Just tell me why daddy, why do you want me to die?

He takes out his knife and walks towards her.
She knows she is about to be tortured and tries to stand.
But gets too scared at the site of the knife in his hand.

He grabs her by the throat and puts the knife against her neck.
But she thinks quickly and bites his arm.
FOOLISH GIRL! he screams. HOW COULD YOU CAUSE YOUR OWN FATHER SUCH HARM?

He lets go of the knife.
He decides that stabbing her causes a quick death.
So now he must beat her until she is out of breath.

He looks around for the girl but she is gone.
How did she hide so fast?
Awww....Come on out! Come one out so the fun can start at last!

Oh, dont worry daddy. We will have great fun.
He hears a voice behind him and turns around.
He finds the little brat standing with the knife she found.

Her face has no expression.
Her eyes are full of fire.
She wants to kill her father, that is her greatest desire.

She walks closer to him determined to kill.
Finally she will kill the real demon that took her soul.
He will pay for his wife's life that he stole.

He tries to walk backwards but trips and falls.
You cant kill me! I am your father please, he begs.
She keeps on walking wondering to herself how she can she walk with such bruised legs.

She stands in front of him and smiles.
Daddy....stab your dead she said.
Now the game is over.

I win.

Slowly she pulls the knife out of his heart and weeps for her dead mother.
She leaves the knife on the floor.
She walks away feeling nothing for her daddy that she used to adore.

But suddenly she collapses.
She suffered far too much and cant take anymore pain.
Her dress is now covered in her fathers blood stains.

The cold ground feels soft as she falls.
She knows she wont live much longer.
its only a matter of time
Before she goes into heaven....

A single tear rolls down this young child's cheek.
I don't want to die, she managed to say.
Let me live! Let me stay!

God had heard her prayer earlier, He would let her live through the horrible dream.
But the evil dream was over and he couldn't let this child suffer any longer.
There was no way to make this innocent little girl any stronger.

There was no more energy left in her body.
No more courage.
There wasn't anything or anyone to save her life.....

Slowly, her breaths became shorter.
And her eye sight slowly left.
This beloved child was soon gone.....

This unwanted child had suffered greatly.
But she was smiling for she new her mission was completed.
By her father she was undefeated.

Under the night sky lay her abandoned body.
Eyes closed.
Lips blue and skin pale, exposed

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  • 17 years ago

    by Gness

    Wow thats long but beautifully written keep writing 5-5

  • 18 years ago

    by cindie

    Gosh thats sad, but its an amazing poem...keep writing,ur good at it

  • 18 years ago

    by VINTAGE Ladey

    Hey vaney..
    ur poems is fabulous!!!i loved it!i was almost crying!
    keep up
    see ya
    bye

  • 18 years ago

    by Evil love

    That was very good, extremely dark but you good at that, this was your best poem. 5/5

  • Loved it, Beautifully written. 5/5
    keep it up