Killing Words

It was the last day
I would ever see you
But I didn't know that

You told me you would be back
I couldn't wait to go back
To see you again

I missed you so much
I knew in my heart
You didn't miss me

I didn't care if you did
I was so excited
Summer had finally come

I got to go see you again
But you weren't there
You left my heart broken

Every year I had to leave
The only reason I was alive
Was because I got to see you again

Not this time though
I payed nine hundred dollars
To go back to that camp

I was to stay for two weeks
I hated being there every year
I only came back for you

You were didn't show
I wanted to leave the first night
But I wasn't aloud to go

I stayed for days hoping
You would show up
But you never came

I left the fourth day
I went back home
Crying the whole way

Your word had left me broken
I lived for you
But you weren't around

Your awful lies killed me
I went home that night
To cry alone in my room

I wanted to end the pain
I didn't want to be here anymore
It wasn't fair to keep me alive

Without you, I am nothing
I took my life for you
I knew you hated me

I fixed the problem
I took my life thanks to you
I slit my wrists one last time

If only you didn't tell me
You would see me again
I would have been gone a year ago

I should thank you
For your killing words
You set me free