Happy, depressed,joyful,confused,
Lately I have been in so many different moods.
I`ll be happy one minute and sad the next,but I dont know what causes me to be so depressed.
So I began thinking "what could it be?"
Could it be that I`m missing you possibly?
I thought that I was getting over you,
I began getting relief inside.
I never thought I would find myself thinking more about another guy.
So I asked if you wanted to hang out,
thinking that it would do no harm,
But when I first saw you it was a major alarm.
My heart began racing and my smile began to get wide.
I began getting so happy, yet kinda sad on the inside.
Just the thought of being with you again made me smile,
But then the realization that I am no longer made me fret like a little child.
I wanted to hold you in my arms and grasp you tight.
Look at you in the eyes and tell you everything will be alright.
I wanted to kiss you and remind you that your mine.
And let you know that without you, nothing is alright.
I could not do anything, but stand there and stare.
I just had to be thankful that you were even here.
Here by my side as my best friend.
Next to me for everything and always with me till the end.
