I need a good long break from this
ive got my veins in a bind and im pleased by their popping sounds
im ready to explode
ive cried ive bled and im ready to die
just drag me across the blades now
i screamed in a torment of unspoken laws
why must you disavow
the love which ive spent what seems like years
i swear i'll kill you one day
banging my head on the walls built in shame
am i not a wrong made worse than it has to be
be the one who stomps on my soul
my soul is growing weaker with every move your making
your making a mistake
an immature realization
that im not good enough for you
its like a conspiracy congregation
that brings me to an effervesent lie
if you feel my skin you might touch glass
cold and dead
if your fear is held in you may just surpass
like this lovley dread
marks on my flesh
from the anger shes made
bruises and cuts
from the years of decay
shes bled me dry
with a rare smile on her face
a beauty that could raise the dead
from a decades disgrace
running through a field of knives
and blackened skys
held to her decaying lies
standing on the white lines
death shining through my eyes
on your weaknesses
to cut my sins
once again
