Now youll heed
lest you be fake
born in denial
of within
my heart
doesnt know what it feels
it has to be told the surreal
in my mind is a dream of never having loved you
what a waste of time
because in the end
it was my mind
making the mistakes
i never knew i wanted you
and im not sure why i still care
but that just proves my solemnity
because my stupidity
has no room to interfere with my heart
but then again ive been proved wrong before
a lover in need
is now a friend indeed
can love prepare to supersede
or is the end as always time to bleed
she has pulled away
reclusive due to an imprisoned state of mind
as the time she has to think grows longer
she fades further away from my dreams
and with no end in sight
it kills me
to think that she might
leave me
oh, such insanity
oh, the humanity
screaming profanities
as i feel my growing vanity
