Sitting. Staring blankly at
everything I don't want to do.
Listening to the radio play
softly in the background.
Now paying attention to anything.
Trying not to lose focus to not do
what almost hurts to not do.
I try to pray but there is
a block there in front of me.
the urge gets stronger by
the very second. Resisting
the temptations is almost
impossible. My broken emotions
are something I need to
see. the feelings from in
my soul need to be shown
and released. My pain is
too much to bear. I
am sorry to those whom I love,
but this is something that
had to be done.
