My life is slowly slipping away,
i feel an illness coming over me.
i wish i just disappear,
i know why i am ill Caz all the pain i tuck in.
all the stress but i say its worth it,
just to make u happy i rather be unhappy so i can see u smile once again.
i live for my friends i live for u,
an illness is taking over my body.
i might not live for another year,
but i know u will shad those tears.
i know u still love me deeply,
thats why i have to let go.
i cry deeply in the night,
sadness is my illness this light.
i don't care if i have to die,
i need u to be happy watching u fly away.
finding another to pray,
i will always love u.
as i lay on this bed,
my life slips away slowly my soul disappears.
hoping someday my prince will come,
maybe I'm not meant to have one.
feelings of nothing has reputed my heart,
pain of loneliness and sadness just diffed in my heart.
no love tell i still it away once again,
hoping i will die.
as my body slowly dies i will remember every thing,
as i slowly disappear to make u happy i must die.
as i am gone,
i wont Ur memoirs of me disappear.
so u can live on for another,
i know u love that other.
remember this i will always smile,
even if i am sad on the inside.
and crying on the out side,
depressed on the computer.
i say good night,
good bye for this soul.
please forget me,
as i diffed and disappear from Ur heart.
*smile* i will always watch over u,
my friends.
my love,
my family.
