Bittersweet

Shaking, shivering as i close my eyes tight
hoping that maybe it'll somehow work out
expecting the worst, hoping for the best
nothing i can do to relieve my heavy chest
filled with deep feelings you don't know
lost in between love and friend
scared to lose something so solid and strong
wanting something so much more, is that wrong?

a bittersweet sensation that leads to
this one way road towards loneliness
a secret that needs to be revealed
your voice i can never forget because it heals
a sense of belief that maybe you'll be the one
they say love is friendship on fire
but mines a flame running wild
where no water can cool and salvage whats left
a tattered friendship, a lost friend
when dust settles, will i have a friend?
or will all our time be part of history
a story about the nostalgic past
shared memories that meant nothing to you
but were the treasures of my life
scared to lose you my dear friend
unable to live with this mutual friendship
a disaster brewing, a unstable future
tears can't help ease this pain
the dilemma i have in my hands once again
another lonely finish to a sparkling beginning