I seek perfection with no compromise;
For I believe in beauty and true happiness;
I dream of a world with innocence in tact;
My wild emotions have driven me ;
I intend to seek true happiness With pride and passion ;
Time passes and years go by;
I lived on my pride and Passion;
Spend my youth exploring and searching...
For a world that com form to my ideals...
But the journey was long and windy;
I sensed turbulence;
I took the knocks;
The thorn of this long walk has pierced my flesh;
And I see blisters and open wounds;
The pain and scars constantly reminding;
I have been naive,
I have neglected wisdom;
My ideals have blinded me;
My illusions have clouded my mind;
I have searched without looking;
The conditions I attach to my happiness;
Made me a slave to attachments;
These attachments have bought me pain and suffering,
And true happiness is still eluding me;
I am lost in my own dreamland..
So tainted was my mind that
wisdom has forsaken me...