Everyone thought she was strong
but they were wrong
she hid her feelings well
which was why people couldnt tell
how sad she really was
late at night she sits in her room
struggling in this fight
nothing ever seemed right
she wanted to be thin
as she cut up her skin
think she was fat
and that was that
she digusted herself
as she threw her food at the shelf
She wanted to be pretty
as tears rolled down her eyes
her whole life was lies
As she would put on a fake smile
Showed everyone she was tough
But that just wasnt enough
She wishes she was loved
wanting someone to hold her
someone who cared
someone who would always be there
to give her a hug
tell her its gonna be okay
she just has to take it day by day
But there is no one there
life is not fair
she has no hope
as tears begin to flow
she is jus a beautifl disaster
didnt ya know?
