Late at night she falls into deep thought
of a perfect life..or anything better then this
She had such a sad childhood..
and it took this long for the pain
to sink in
as pretty patterns show up on her skin
Tears fall from her eyes..
as everything seems like one big lie
they thought she was okay
but she hid the sadness to well
that there was nobody who could tell
remembering the past..and the only good times
she wanted to last
As she realized everything good in her life
just ended up in pain in the end
She doesn't even have one close friend
who she could confide in
holding back the tears till she alone at night
AS she cries for something good in her life
because right now nothing is right
Part of her wishes to give up
nothings okay
and she losing this fight
Then part f her wants to keep going
waiting for the day
when everything will be okay
