Its never gonna be perfect
she know that but she hopes
someday she will be happy again
hoping there will be someone who loves her
and cares
She misses how it used to be
the life everyone could see
which kept her happy as can be
during the hard times
Now a days no one sees her smile
and they know she hiding back her tears
knowing soon she will hit rock bottom
you can hold it all in only for so long
Nobody sees the cuts she done to herself
wondering where the razor went from the shelf
As her tears fall
mixed with blood from her arms
she's causing herself too much self harm
She cant find a reason to stay here
her life nobody cares
they just pity
and she doesn't want that
As she wipes her tears
sitting in her room
living her own private doom
She tries to make it another day
for someone who really wants her to stay
and maybe just maybe she will be okay
