I look into the mirror as my fingers trace the glass
I see the mascara linings the inflictions from my past
The images in the mirror that make me cut my body numb
Make me wonder about my future
nd the things that are to come
The linings on my face speak of my eyes regret
Of the uncontrollable pain that my insides cant forget
The reason i am so weak nd why its a constant fight for breath
Its because I'm choking on the memories
of the loved ones that had left
The memories mutilate my body nd make me fall like once before
I count up all the good thats gone by each drop that hits the floor
I keep wondering why it hurts so bad nd why i can barely breathe
I try to release the sickness from my body
in hopes the pain will leave
But it continues to haunt my dreams nd infects inside my vein
It rots inside my body nd sickens my own name
Its taking over my soul the self hate killing me once more
Eating away my insides are the flashbacks
of the things i loved before
All the things that are gone now but the promises still stay
The broken people in my heart are causing it to decay
I only feel the pain now the burning of my self hate
I add fuel to the flame because the fire will not wait
I burn the history that repeats itself nd many times proven true
For all the ones i love that left I'm burning all for you
I kill myself slowly and let my body burn
In hopes that all this pain will help my heart to learn
I can feel nothing now the flames have left me numb
Since i burnt away my future and the things that are to come
