To protect myself
Is to keep you away
Too many games with my heart
So many took the liberty to play
All these dark thoughts
That cloud up my mind
Having been told
I'm completely blind
To all the love I do receive
Its just too hard for me to see
Scarred by hurt
And blinded by pain
So deep down
Are feelings of shame
I linger in self-pity
And remain in the dark
Scared to be close
To give someone my heart
Ive been through so much
But learned very little
My heart like broken bones
So fragile and brittle
Terrified for it to break
For that I could not cope
There is nothing left of me
Not dreams and no hope
So I'm sorry to all of those I hurt
Because inside there is nothing there
I'm sorry I'm not a stronger person
For all I am is scared.