Do you ever

Do you ever feel like
you did ONE little thing thinking it wouldnt really matter
but after words it f.u.c.k.e.d up SO much that you worked so hard to get to. an now its gone
an now knowing that you cant go back n change your mind about
doing what you already did.. an not do it knowing it would f.u.c.k it all up in the end
do you ever feel like
maybe this isnt how you want things to be going an once you try to change it you realize once your to far in to it to turn around that its better then what your doin now..
do you ever feel like
people are f.u.c.k.i.n you over on purpose the guy you love is jus playin with you cuz hes gettin a kik outs knowin that you ahve NO idea that everything hes tellin you is jus ONE BIG LIE
do you ever feel like
ahh this just ISNT thelife for me!!