Regrets and lies

Gouge out my eyes so i dont see
rip out my tongue so i dont speak
everything i touch falls asleep

this life i live is all a lie
these thoughts and regrets they never seem to die
the more i forget, the more i regret

lifes just a big obstacle
nothin but twists and turns
this scar on my hand starts to burn

why feel sorry for me?
why feel sorry for myself?
this train is out of control
its filled with lost souls

look into the mirror
what do you see?
you see my face, ugly as can be
eyes filled with emptyness
hair grey as clouds
face pale as face paint on a clown

in anothre life look into the mirror
now what do you see?
you see my face again
happy as can be
eyes filled with joy
in love with this boy
dont you wish you were me?