Today hasnt been the best of days
feels like the rainy days are back
the room is gettin dark
almost pitch black...
im waitin for your cal
but im missin you mosyt of all...
i keep thinkin "what did i do?"
"why does this happen to me?"
i once thought you would always be there for me...
i once thouht you were all i could need...
i gave you my heart
i told you my thoughts.
now im left with a broken heart...
once again im the one gettin stabbed...the day you left me was the day my life fell apart.
why say " i love you" when you really mean " i dont want you"?
why hold my hand when you really wanna hurt me?
why hold me in your arms when all you want is to see me fall?
i wish i could turn back time,
back to when you were mine.
no use in wishin, when you know the one thing you wished for was never there....
