I look into my own eyes
but whoever i was before is dead
no more sweet loving girl
angry and hurt instead
the person i was
is now long gone
now I'm different
I'm more withdrawn
why cant i regain that
trusting smiling face?
instead i have all these raw emotions in its place.
in this world
i feel so alone
i know that its true
I'm on my own.
no one to trust
no one to confide
all the things i wish to say
that i hide deep inside.
i know if i let someone close
they only bring pain
so i am an enity of my own
thats how it has to remain.
I'm torn apart until theres
nothing left
all the things Ive once felt
Ive been bereft.
