Trying to drag in breath
can not hold it in
suffocation takes hold of me
wanting so desperately
for this to end.
trying so hard
to make things right
but i keep coming up short
i can no longer fight.
Not ready to give you up
the happiness i knew couldn't last
but to save your life i have to
have to leave you in the past
i cry these horrid sobs
for having to let go
mouth open in a silent scream
because no one can know.
the pain in side over whelming
tearing at my soul
my heart ripping more
with every thought of you
losing myself in this ever
widening hole
i wonder if we still have a future
but only stress over the unknown
knowing only i have to say goodbye to you now
and becoming once again alone.
