Where Am I?

My life is boring, miserable, and hated
I wish I wasn't who I have created
So lost and confused in this crude world
I'm just a lonely, scared, and depressed girl
Some hate me and some love me
I wish I could pick who I want to be
I write this as I sit outside
I'm just trying to find who I am inside
I wish it didn't have to be this way
A sad girl who's depressed everyday
I try to hide my feelings so no one will know
I, myself, can say, I dont want them to show
Outside theres a little breeze
It releases not one ease
The time right now is telling me its Sunday
For me everyday is another day for this pain not to go away
You can hate me today, you can hate me tomorrow
Hating me brings me more and more sorrow
As for now, I'm in my room
Picking up a gun...... did you hear that boom?
I'm dead now you probably don't even know I'm gone
"16 year old Girl; Suicide" watch channel 3, turn your TV on
I did this because I was never at my best
So I made my decision, I wanted to be laid to rest

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