What is mine destiny,
what can I believe,
was I destined to be,
forever so sad and lonely,
will I forever be this fook up,
do I really ever deserve to drink from any ones love cup,
my ugly I wish I could just nip and tuck,
my shame hits me like a loaded full on truck,
a future lost in the past I can not find,
it it there in front of me but I am blind,
maybe i am the unkind,
every thing I try to love slowly unwinds,
I wonder what it is thats so wrong with me,
I am told how special I am seems every day,
but I can't see myself that way,
so I sit and forget how it feels to play,
my kids the oonly thinganymore gets me through the day!!!
