Maybe

So many thoughts
So many questions
But no one has answers
Empty & Lonely
Abandoned & Senseless
Threes nothing left of me
Look at what I've become
I'm pathetic
And no one can help me now
Its useless
Im gone
And no one can find me
Maybe I dont want to be found?
Maybe . . . maybe

Im but a shell now
Im but a shadow of who I was
Forgotten & hollow
Unimportant & unneeded
Let me remain unmentioned
Lest needed, lest wanted
I'm useless
And I can't help anyone now
I'm broken
And no one can fix me
Maybe I don't want to be fixed?
Maybe . . . maybe

Take the few lasting pieces of my broken personality
Lock them up in a box and keep them safe
For someday I'm sure you'll find a use for them
Some day I'm sure. . . I'm sure

Maybe I don't want to live
Maybe I don't want to die
Maybe I pretend I'm brave, but
Maybe inside I'm really scared
Maybe all I need is love
Maybe all I need is a hug
Maybe all I need is a shoulder to cry on
Maybe that will fix my problems
Maybe I really am insane
Maybe insanity is just a mask to hide who i really am
Maybe, maybe . . . maybe