I look at him

I look at him and all I see
a secret sparkling in his eyes
something he\'s not telling me
thought I can see it in his smile.

I look at him and he takes my breath away
I love him more and more each day
I told him tight and whisper near
whispering my darkest secrets for only him to hear.

I look at him
and I realize somethings just not right
something that he wasn\'t telling me
may just come out tonight..

I look at him hitting me
I feel the pain across my face
So this is what it was
the reason he put up a masquerade..

I look at him and all I see
the pain so deep in his soul
does him hitting me
make him feel whole?

I look at him and all I see
is the death crossing his pale face.
His soul floating, finally free
leaving me here in a daze.