A Friend Faded Away

The less you try,the more u bleed,
The more you try,the more your greed.
Trapped in yourself,
you can never be freed.
You try to pick yourself up,
and move,but you see.
There are so many things left,
that you need.

Is it something in your mind?
Something you left behind?
So you keep on trying,
to erase the feeling of crying,
and you keep on denying,
the fact that you are dying.

Just two days left,Before you leave.
You strapped to that bed,
is where your loved ones see.

You try to run, you cant run,
Your hiding again.
But your hiding from yourself,
so you are fighting again.
Are you in a nightmare?
You start biting again.
Chewing your arm away,
hoping you will wake up.
Because you dont want to leave your world,
but all you do is,break up.

Then,you see a light at the end,
but everytime you take a step,
it gets dim.
You realize this is reality your in.
So you give away your thoughts, and wants,
and confess each and every one of your sin.
As you know your being killed deep within.

You need just one chance,
to make your wrongs right.
Make your nights day,
and your days bright.
But u start to bleed,
the more you try to fight.
so you give in, to the fact.
That saving you,
is not your might.

So you start to wonder,
what did you do that you are going under.
You never smoked,
never drank.
never touched a girl.
So why are you the one,
to leave this world?

"Father why is it me,
to leave this place?"

Your feeling dead inside,
just alive by the face.
Your eyes are open,
but you are not awake.
In a life like this,
You cant help but forsake!

WHY DID YOU FORFEIT HIM FATHER?
HOW COULD YOU BETRAY?
IN MY OWN ARMS,
A FRIEND FADED, AWAY.......................................