She's missing something in her life
the happiness she's been longing for
feeling alone and stressed
She wonders how she got so depressed
But as she looks back on her life
she never really was happy
wanting the love of a family
that was never there
but they never really cared
Being the one who just didn't fit in
it killed her all those years
at night tears would roll down her eyes
her life seemed like one big lie
as she got older things got worse
her family got into fights
which left her wishing to die at night
wishing she was never born
she just so torn
Mad at her parent for having kids
they couldn't take care of
if only they knew the pain
she had been put through for years
in a family that didn't seen to care
and one that she did fear
so maybe they might wonder
how she ended up so sad and depressed
no one to talk to or to trust
So she closes her fist
as cuts her wrists
not sure who she mad at more
her parents for having her
and putting her in a place she is now
or the family who was supposed to be there
and care for her and not have
there perfect family a lie in disguise
for the world to see
But no one will understand
the pain she feels when she is reminded of her life
she had that was just so sad
even today her life hasn't changed
there's been a few ups and downs
maybe someday she can get her feet back on the ground
So late at night a loss child
cries wondering if she was even loved
or whether she is even gonna be ok
maybe someday...just maybe someday
