With markings on my arm, tears streaming down my face, memories rushing through my head. my whole life seems a disgrace. whats the perfect way to end it? with a knife or with a blade? doesn't seem to matter anymore, my decision is already made.I want to be free or at least feel alive- seems like the only thing my soul will do any more is strive.my life seems so pointless, no reason to live, no one was there to rescue me, not even a helping hand to lend.I guess I'll fall deeper and deeper into this hole until I'm so deep not even light is able so deep, not even light is able to show. Please don't take me now while my body is so weak, because i know that my soul is what the demons will always seek.So I guess I'll give in, not try anymore. My strength is not what it used to be before.
