Dark Gray Maturity

C'mon, just hold my hand tight before you go
I don't mind if my bones crumble and dissipate
I can take the pain
I'm tougher than I appear
And yeah, I might come off cold
But my secret is
I cry
Just not in front of you
So let your absence pull me in
Like a content disguise
Promise not to lease while I'm sleeping
I want to know when I'm going to wake up with you gone
You were always my motivation
And now I have everything to lose
So interrogate me to death
And watch my pupils dilate