I Thought I Wanted You

I don't know what to say or do,
I can't take this burden of confusion anymore.
Tell me what you want,
so I can do the same favor in return.
Talk to me,
because that's what best friends are for.
Save me your lies, excuses and stories.
I came for the truth,
and I'm not leaving until you give it to me.
All this time,
I thought I knew what I wanted.
Now
I'm so torn between my heart and mind.
I might fall to pieces.
Or rip out my heart to stop the beating before its expiration date arrives.
All this time,
I thought I wanted you.