Redundent Desire

It's officially official-you're getting to me
This lack of conversation refuses to
Keep you off my mind
Let's keep playing tug-o-war
Because it's what we do best
I hate having you in my life
But if I lost you
There's no way I'd survive
Put up your dukes
And at least fight this one out with me
Closed lips for no reason at all
You've got my mind all caught up in curiosity
And to answer your question
I have no idea why I'm still smiling
I'll walk these familiar steps
And second guess every one of them
Make me feel any emotion
Because right now
I just want any sort of reply
Validate my sins
Make me trust you again
I despise this uncertainty
And this time
Its' all your fault
Maybe I'll lose you
But you're going to lose me too
Let's go back to ex's and oh's
I could have anyone
I'll keep trying to believe this lie
I'm saying it again
But never believing it

I don't want you