Rusted Abandonment

You believe their hollow words
And kill me with your lack of kindness
How could I become something I never was?
Blame me
Reject me
Condemn me
Damn me
Kill me
Scold me
Deny me
Sacrifice me
I’d rather have you give me up
Than have you give up yourself
I want this to hurt
Like slowly scraping off skin
Layer by layer
This lie of life is harder than it looks
You thought you were my only on
But I knew all along
I’d rather have him
And the part that laments you most
Is knowing that he wants me too
You can’t stop this
My bleeding pariah heart is past broken
Shattered.Demolished.Destroyed.