It ends here tonight...

This ends here tonight; all the pain, lies and regret

Frustration and confusion apparent as this pen takes a hold of me

Nights of worry and self doubt
Shall end

Cause I cannot live like this, Ill fall and hit rock bottom again

Nights of thoughts of pain and harm shall end, cause from now on this pen and paper are my canvases

Outside, clouds full of heavens tears well up and fall; drenching me

Thunder rumbles deep within me, lighting lights up dark skies with beauty

A beauty that both captivates me and terrifies me
Shaking me to my core

It ends the girl I used to be no longer can I or will I allow myself be tricked into suicide and depression

it ends here tonight