As the peaces start the fall apart,
my heart & soul brake.
As i sit here with the blade in my hand,i have a decision to make.
As i push down the blade harder & harder, my wrist starts to go numb,
all i feel is the tingling sensation
of the blood running down my arm.
I put my wrist out wondering what to do,
so i put my blade to my wrist & engrave i hate you
Do i take the pain or end it now,
one second of pain or hurt & scar for life,I'm scared to go but to scarred to stay, why cant someone Else just take me the next day
Weather i chose to stay or go,
i just want you to know,
that i love you so
The petals on my beautiful red rose
have started to die & fall,
i cant catch the peaces as they fall,
i just don't know
if this beautiful red rose will ever be beautiful again,I'll just have to let it disappear & every second that passes
i say a sweet goodbye
As i shove this sharp object into my soft flesh wrist,i watch the seconds of blood run down my wrist that is
so numb,the pain is gone & now its time,to wipe the blood from my arm
If i went out to sea head high
& got swept away from a wave that went by, would you even remember me,
as the fun,loving,funny girl
or the girl who stayed in the dark & cried,& would you even give me a rose & say goodbye
Daughter had a fight with mummy tonight,but its nothing really new.
I got grounded for one whole week!
but why not make it two,
because the same thing will just happen again next week.
I do hate doing this to you & what i put you threw,but i cant help it but i try,
because i really do love you
I did it, another cut on my arm,
another scare 2 remind me
of the moment that went bad,unhappy & sad
Just Because I'm not crying on the outside,doesn't mean I'm not crying on the inside.Just because you can't here me screaming,doesn't mean my heart isn't screaming on the inside .All i want is to be heard,& just one word,HELP
The day i hurt you again,
is the day i hurt myself,
the day you find me hanging,
the day you imagine what i went through
after someone told you i was dead,
I had left you a note in my hanging dead fist,saying how much i loved you,
& how sorry i was to hurt you,even though i new this note would never get to you.
I wish you could kiss me like theres no tomorrow,but your to far away to even know,that i love you so much.so in my head its telling me to just let go.
